Wow, I’m dissembling my former life. I’m really doing it!!! Starting today, I don’t have a home. In another month, I won’t have a day-job anymore. And life with my son is also over – at least for now. He is on his way to France right now. So many changes within such a short time, I can’t even process it fast enough! It all seems like a dream to me, as if it were like a movie before my eyes.
I haven’t quite realized yet that this is not a holiday, not a temporary timeout, that we won’t return to our apartment in which my son has spent almost his entire childhood. That stage of our life is over. My new life may begin…